RANTIFY!

Bad:

• curse you dominant, half diminished and fully diminished vii chords. (if I could swear,) DANG YOU!
• meh. mike's selling his child on ebay (curse you for that too). MURDERER! ...
• computer's way too slow. (curse it! again.)
• almost failing US history. (cursed homework.)
• history project due tuesday/wednesday
• chem assessment on wednesday (possibly? it might even be tuesday. GAH!)
• music theory test on tuesday/wednesday
• dang, I missed all those curse whatever's. CURSEIT! BAH!

If there's bad things, I have to even out with the good:

• date in 6 days.
• not failing chem! (yet?)
• dance on the 29th.
• new year's eve, and I have someone to kiss this year. jk.
• mistletoe. wait, that *could be* bad if mike brings some saturday. I'll keep everyone updated on that.

yeah, right? it's the lovely life for me, I think my aunt is coming! Meh, I think that every time the bad outweighs to good.

meh. and stuart wants me to be the dominant one and decide. HA! I made that mistake once, I refuse to do it again. I WILL NOT BE THE CAUSE AGAIN. I WILL NOT HAVE THEM DO SOMETHING THEY REALLY DON'T WANT TO. I WILL NOT BE THE ONE WHO DECIDES, THEN IS RAISED UP IN MY OWN WORLD OF IT AND THEN BE LET DOWN BE REALITY. I WON'T BE THE ONE TO WRITE IT IN STONE!

I will not, I just can't. I won't, I just... couldn't... handle that again...

I just... can't....