Thanks for checking up on me I guess

however, the more you talk to me about it the more I feel like a "project".

yes, I need a job. however, I don't even know what I'm looking for and I'm a research assistant through the end of the month anyway.

also, recital next semester. NOT ENOUGH TIME. I would rather die.

I wish I could figure out my life.

Matey,

Remember how over the summer you had work on Fridays and I had the house to myself? That was great. D'you remember the last time you did that? Yeah me neither. Go away.

I feel like my friendship should come with a warning sign.

-__-;

If I think you are awesome, I'm going to want to spend a lot of time with/around you. If you don't want that, don't bring up all the things you have in common with me. I AM NOT OBSESSIVE. Merely loyal and fascinated and that comes off as being scary. Oh, and don't you dare mention being a writer to me, because then you're doomed. I like prodding around in other people's brains to see how other people think/reason, due to character development being what I enjoy writing the most. Other things to avoid mentioning you enjoy if you don't want me to label you as my next bff: card games (especially hearts), Doctor Who, and hockey.

Quality time is the only indicator I have of people liking me, so if you don't, it hurts my feelings. True story.

Oh. And there's no such thing as "going out of my way" to help you with something. So don't use that as an excuse for something because then I will be upset. Fine if you're busy and you can't get to me, but if you really want me to wander up to your house to help you with studying for your music civ exam that you can't cram fast enough for, I will help you. I'm not desperate. Don't read into my "interest" in you. I just want to be useful.

That's all I want from this life. To be useful. Please let me.

I'm adorable

-ly stupid.

yeah.

okay, not stupid, just easily misled. by myself.

<__<

*brick'd*