In one of those moods that I hate.

I'm compensating for something harsh I had to teach myself this summer, and at the same time dreading Friday to come. This is definitley the only time I dislike MB. :( ah well. I've got to go do something productive for the last day of summer. Like...practice flags. I practiced earlier today but I am not happy with my confidence in that song. Erhg. At least I have all afternoon to practice tomorrow before MB. (I have to teach someone the whole thing after school tomorrow... that'll be a nightmare, don't you agree?)

Bassoon lessons start again next week, Zack wants me to do drama this year (which I personally think I will fall behind in so much because of it), and I'm already worried about how I'm going to get anything done...

Feeling unappriciated... and overworked, already.

I have to go do something before I kill myself. Internet is giving me a headache.

~Rayla♥~

Hullo, everyone. Just want to let Zack know that I'm creating a temporary timeline for the story. Just so I know whentheheck everything happens. (Yes, I just created my own word. Take that!)

So yeah. When I finish putting everything that's happened so far on it, I'll send to everyone. Minus Charise since she never checks hers. I'll print it out for her. Heh. Then she can write it on there. Hmm... maybe I should ask her if she wants one first. Eh. I'll just post it here and be LAME. Like I always am, right? Meh.

WELL, last night was fun, I had a grand total of three people come over (out of maybe six or seven that I wanted to come) to my house and have a "last summer fling" before school started. Oh, don't shoot me, but.. I actually want school to start. I'm getting so bored with just sitting here wondering what I should be doing, what I could be doing, what I haven't done, etc. You all know how that is. And then you just end up wasting your whole day, and when you go to bed at night, you realize that you wasted your day doing pointless things and you wish you had done more productive things. Well if you haven't guessed by now, that's how I feel. And to not endanger any of you who are reading this to become bored (HEAVEN FORBID!), I'm done. byebye!

"now you see, byebye, I'm really leaving"

~Rayla♥~

The three were laughing all the way to the park.

"So you really told him that you heard she killed her parents and ran around with their hands on a stick."

"Yeah, you should have seen the look on his face, it was something like 'damn kids these days will believe anything they hear'."

"Misinformation is such a wonderful thing."

"It's more of a distraction than disinformation. For it to be disinformation, they would have to believe it."

"True. But it's still funny!"

*shakes head* so funny. I can't wait until we have this done. IT'S SO EXCITING!!!!

Nothing else going on. Really bored and severly ammused. No wait, that's supposed to be confused...oh, nevermind! You don't get it anyway.

Ok, well nothing else to say, other than ZACK NEEDS TO USE SPELL CHECK MORE OFTEN. :)

~Rachaberriwi

:)

just a quote/icon thing for my mood.

Yes, I'm guilty of this, thank you. Oh, and kudos to Maria at LJ.

~Rae

I'm being pathetic today.

Kit came over and we were *supposed* to learn the rest of the ET routine, but of course, that didn't go over very well. We got maybe the first two pages worth of drill to the routine. Which, of course, is hardly anything.

Ach, well. Got the new mixclusives cd, it's got that black horse and cherry tree song on it! me gusta. If you don't know what I'm talking about, that's ok. I tend to ramble on. Just like always, right Mike? jk.

So Zack's story (so you want to be a hero) is coming along nicely. Coming up with a lot of nice ideas, and its very intriging. Part of that's making me pathetic, but Kit and I were talking about bloopers in Chronicles of Narnia and it made me want to be in a movie or something. I mean, how cool would that be? And this is the kind of story that would let me be (kinda) myself. Y'know? But heck, what do I know, it's never going to happen. It'd be nice, but...

Anyway, trying to get David's sister to stop calling me (STALKER! lol), got to go talk to David about that. Hmm. Suggestions? jk, don't do that. I'm good.

~Rayla

FALALA!

A very exciting and eventful week, I have had, fo sho! Hehe. Well MB weekend was fun (except for the fact that I didn't go today. YAY BREAKS boo having to learn something in 10 minutes next praactice). Anywhoozles, last night was the quad-stake dance! twas awesome. Mike came with me! It was so much fun, a lot of the time he would say he couldn't dance, but when it got down to it, he was pretty good. In my humble opinion, I think it doesn't matter if you can do it or not. It does matter if you have fun while doing it and/or pretending that you know what you're doing. :P

But enough about that, wot! My parents told me yesterday(ish) that there was court of honor for Tia's brother and Jarrod's eagle scout thing. I'm just like "...do *I have to* go? I mean seriously, neither of them really talked to me anyways, why do they care if I come or not?" eh. I probably won't go and *hopefully* will stay home. It'd be nice enough.

So, I had a dream, but it's long and complicating, so if you call me and ask I will do my best to explain it to you. :/ Y'know, I just realized it's kinda hard to make smiley faces on this blog...

Alright, I'm outa here. I have to go and do something-or-other, so....

~Rayla

So I was searching around on people's blogs and whatnot, and pretty much every one that I visited has at least one post that has 10+ comments. Now, I'm not complaining (much), but I've never gotten more than 4 on one post (from people that I know). On one post I got five comments, but one was from Mike and four from anonymous people. Not even good anonymous comments. Come on...just once I wish I could feel like people recognize me. Maybe it's because I haven't been here long, or maybe it's just because I have no friends that care that much. Heck, maybe I don't have friends at all...

Oh, posh!

Yeah, I know I have friends, but really, how many friends actually take time to say "THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND"? I certainly haven't. Yeah, there are those emails that say it, but those have been passed around the world maybe a few dozen times by now. Plus, it means so much more in person. And now if you say it, I won't believe it, because I just ranted about it here. (Can you tell I feel under-appriciated?) GAH....

I missed MB on Monday, that was sad. Kit won't be able to teach me because apparently the rest of "The lost world" song is dance, and she claims she can't dance, so she wouldn't be the right person to teach me. (Well neither can I! I just fake it to pretend I know what I'm doing!!!) ERGH...

Alright, I'm done. I have to go do something else so I can get happy for tonight. Ultimate frisbee with Mike and Anne. That'll be fun. Hopefully I'll be ditzy by then. I'm sure I will....

~Rayla

Well, gee, Mike, how am I supposed to update if I'm not here?!

-cough- Anyways.... I've been told to update so I will. "Vacation" was fun. Went to Magic Waters all day Monday, and got ever more burnt....lol. Only a little bit. It's pretty much gone now, anyways. Um...went to the hotel, got no sleep (since everyone in my family except for me snores), and woke up cranky. Mom says I grind my teeth when I sleep....weird. Usually I sleep talk. lol. That's only when someone's talking when I actually go to sleep. :P Anywhoozles...

Nothing else to say, except for the fact that I'm ticked off that I didn't get to go to band Monday night. :'( dangit! I missed learning half my routine...now Kit will have to teach me.... O: Now there's a scary thought.....lol.

Right. I'm outa here. Buh-bye!

~Rayla

Well, I saw this icon from my orchestra friend. I can't copy it (the stupid thing), so I'm writing wot it said here.

GRAMMER: SOMETHING THAT PEOPLE ON THE INTERNET ARE INCAPABLE OF LEARNING

I thought it was comical. None of my friends necissarily have that problem, but...

Falala...as Hillary has mentioned before, 25 days until school. Pathetic. I like summer! Particularly August because (1) Marching Band, in which I see all my friends, and (2) no lessons, therefore, less practicing! not that it keeps me from practicing, just an extraordinary less amount. lol. um...

nothing else to say. Oh! I remember! I'm thinking of posting a trilogy of mine that I wrote. It's called "A Fantisized Fear" but most of you who actually read this have read it. I'm just thinking about it, and I'm wondering if I should. Wot do you guys think? Lemmie know!

~Rayla

I GOT MY LISCENCE!!!!

-dances-

and I get to flag again tonight!!!

-dances some more-

Happy days are (hopefully) here to stay!!!!

~Rayla~