For this new year, I want...

• to learn how to keep a straight face
  (it seems like such a useful talent XD )
• to be motivated in my weight loss challenge
  (don't give me that look.)
  
• to get a hardcore tan in the summer like I used to have
  (it'll be easy! the air is thinner in Provo. haha)
• to make the performance program!
  (practice, practice, practice! ... omai.)
• to be more decisive and follow through about what's worth pursuing, and what's not.

More to come! Probably.

when the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something that you can't replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste

could it be worse?

Self-report Component
Subscale IQ score = 126
Subscale percentile = 96

According to your self-report answers, your emotional intelligence is good. People who score like you do feel that they have little trouble understanding and dealing with their own emotions and those of others. They generally are able to overcome difficulties in their lives and they are able to control their moods in all but the most trying of times. It’s easy for them to motivate themselves to overcome obstacles and reach their goals. In addition, they find social interactions to be quite easy and fulfilling, for several reasons. They are comfortable allowing themselves to get close with others, and feel comfortable being vulnerable enough to establish intimacy. They also report having an easy time offering support to others; this is likely due to an empathetic nature and a clear mind when it comes to offering good advice.

(here)

cool, eh? XD

I took this a couple months ago and got 117. Either I've improved, or I just played the system (albeit unconsciously). hehe!

In essence, Jesus said love everyone.


But how do you discern when it's a case of not being able to love, versus a test of knowing when to stand up and defend yourself is an entirely different case.



I've just decided which it is.

and I'm just learning every step of the way.

It's another lonely night.

Which is really too bad; I really like dates.


Of course, it's also a huge bummer going through the Christmas season single.

is there something about me that I'm missing that makes me undesirable? there must be something completely obvious that I can't see. Can anyone fill in the gap for me?

I'm just tired of being confused.

and I'm sleepy. I should go to bed.

Happy December!
:3


19 days *^-^*