Guess who has a rehearsal tomorrow with the community orchestra and hasn't practiced in about a month???

*jumps up and down*
....
*headdesks*

I need a reed. woe.

she is just too strong for me. too loud. too much always needing attention, to show and spout off reasons why she is so much cooler than everyone present. she  is too much like.... like.....

.....like me.

and for that, I unfairly hate myself.

Today, my roommate will help me find a number. With that number, I will call and I will make an appointment - the sooner the better.

And with that appointment, I will hopefully begin on a journey to repair myself.

Cos contrary to popular belief, I'm not okay. But I can be, and that's what this is really all about.


So c'mere, self-confidence. I'mma grab you by the horns and drag you around for the rest of my life.