"I’ve found many horrific parallels between outer darkness and the testing center: 1. It is great and spacious 2. It is the end of progression: once you’re in there, you can’t learn any more than you already have 3. It is one of the few places you can’t take your scriptures 4. There is frequent weeping, and wailing and gnashing of teeth."

WAHAHAHAHA!

Mormon humor there, sorry.

New Purpose

[[Irrelevantly, I got my wireless to work again! Hooray!]]


I have been back in Illinois for a couple days now, and I miss Provo quite painfully, at times.

Despite this, I have made the necessary decision to change my mindset to be productive and social (regardless of the lack of people who live up to my standards of life).

So... here I go. Back into the world I once loved. Back to the people I revered as my own. Back to the place I once called home.

And despite that...

I am home.




<3

As the needle slips into the run-out groove
Maybe you'll feel it too


...or maybe you won't.

I haven't got it in me to care that much anymore.

Said it all
Nothing to say at all
Nothing to say that matters
Haven’t we heard enough?

Said it all
Nothing to say at all
Nothing to say that matters
Doesn’t matter any more

everything you love turns to dust,
you'd make more of it but you felt rushed,
by all that's periphery,
you held tight, but on the contrary,

...

you'd kill for answers but learn to live with,
questions, who what why how and if,
I'll sit back detached tear our your hair,
oh but on the contrary...

...

everyone you love turns to dust,
you'd jump off the edge but you felt pushed,
by all that's unnecessary,
you tread but you're off on the wrong foot,

the trick to life is not to get too attached to it
the trick to life is not to get too attached to it.