happy mother's day!

now for the good stuff. =]

** somehow I miss-counted (or I just deleted a post), so THIS is actual post 140. my bad! **

Alright, so read this:

lightning pulses through your veins
fire throbs upon your skin
and while water splashes on your cheeks
the growth of a seed sprouts from within your chest

pretty cool, right? okay, so now add in the fact that it was written in my dream journal, without a date, in the middle of blank pages. my writing and everything.

...

cool still?

yeah, creepy, that's what I thought too. of course, I did a scan over all of the other pages (and I do mean all of them) and didn't find anything else, but that got me to thinking: does that mean I sleepwrite? is that even possible? how did this random thing in the middle of my journal just come to be there?

it's madness, I tell you. a message, no doubt. what do ya'll make of it?

140, haha!

we've got a Wii, we've got a Wii!

=]]

...and RAYMAN 4 TO GO WITH IT!

<3

@};~

oh! oh...

brace yourselves.

I'm beginning to understand the phrase "two-faced". More of the literal sense than metaphorical.

me encanta mis amigos. 'nuff said, if I could spell.

drama is going well. could be better, could be worse. can't complain.

rawr, we had double-stuffed oreos and chocolate milk from Oberweis in seminary this morning. rich, thick, chocolatey goodness. mm, mmmm! and I can't wait until the 18th! not only is it the last day of seminary, but it's supposedly tradition to have a BIG PANCAKE BREAKFAST! with pancakes and french toast and waffles and eggs and bacon and sausage and oh! anything else you can think of for breakfast. yummy yummy! and I get to eat it with my favorite people in the world. :3 mormons. oh yeah. [those who know what I mean will know exactly what I mean.] lol. anybody want to come? I won't just bring food straight from it; that'd make me a magnet for all the wrong reasons. maybe I'll bring a box of doughnuts instead on some random day... anyone object to that?

and I've really got nothing else. I should take some pictures and post them up here.... I wish I had a really good camera that would take good pictures of the sky. and the stars. and most anything else I see. But those cameras are muy expensivo. oh well! maybe in another lifetime. :D oh, and I really wish that I had a digital camera, too.

OOOH! I JUST REMEMBERED! kit told me not to say anything, but my parents don't come on here. =]] so when kit was at my house, my mom was asking her all these questions about the WII. for some reason I left the room, when my mother told Kit that they had gotten a WII for my birthday, even though it will be for "all of us". I think it rocks. I'm so excited! I wish my birthday would come faster.

1. WII
2. summer
3. partay

huh-freakin-zah.

those were the good! (dum, da dum, da dum) old! (dum, da dum, da dum) daaaays!

(man, our show is going to kick @$$. boo yah!)

josephine wall

Doorway to the Stars

If you close your eyes and release your imagination all things are possible. A simple cabinet door can be a portal to another world. A world where the sky filled with planets looks very different from the one we know. A world where mighty pyramids channelling energy to receptive minds, sit quite comfortably alongside fairy castles - a world where you will find wonder and tranquillity. Stay a while and dip your feet in the river of peace. You will feel refreshed.

http://www.josephinewall.co.uk/

MWAHAHA!

meehehe. the neighbor's cat killed TWO rabbits before my eyes... meehehe. (this must be why everyone thinks I'm going to be a dictator when I grow up.)

die, rabbit, die. don't go off and make any more rabbits. DIE!

... :D I'm not crazy. I swear.

I'll let you bombard me with comments on how I'm such a horrible person because I hate rabbits now.

:D eeeee.

Chocolate

This could be the very minute
I'm aware I'm alive
All these places feel like home

With a name I'd never chosen
I can make my first steps
As a child of 25

This is the straw, final straw in the
Roof of my mouth as I lie to you
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean
I didn't enjoy it at the time

You're the only thing that I love
It scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer

Goodness knows I saw it coming
Or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth I'm lost for words

What have I done it's too late for that
What have I become truth is nothing yet
A simple mistake starts the hardest time
I promise I'll do anything you ask...this time

life loves me! so far. :D

Life is deciding to go along with me, for a while. lets see, good things that happened so far! (and this is only today...)

1. No seminary this morning! extra hour of sleep.
2. Found out upon arriving to school today that some teacher around the school (who coached WV and traveled the world doing this) is coaching COLORGUARD NEXT YEAR! huzzah! now I won't have to deal with it. THANK... GOODNESS! AND I won't have to worry about screwing over the next squad. :D
3. So many people love me. <3> and so many people tell me. :D the secret to life is just being happy! and outgoing! yeeaaah, baby! :)

well, that's all the good stuff for now.... going to the mall later today with mi hermano to window shop. and get stuff. probably five things each to even out what we got for our b-days. :D hehehe, and Anne can't stop us! of course, then Kit reminds me at lunch that I want to do 2 other things at the same time.... D: oh well. spiderman and Tia will have to wait, I suppose. for two more weeks at that.

brrr-ness, it's cold in here. stupid coldness. in May, no less. :'( no warmth! tcha.

well, I'll be seeing ya. I need to figure out what I need to for my "catcher in the rye" project. I've got an idea, but I think it'll suck. anyone want to read it after I turn it in? :D

have a good day, dearies!

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http://ldsdance.myphotoalbum.com/view_album.php?set_albumName=album02&page=10
oh yah! don't I look so preety?

because big buildings are made to be jumped from

Well, despite the plague of "madness with feelings" around here, here's a general plus:

I'VE GOT 34 HITS ON MY STORY!

....but no reviews. D: very sad. someday, my fiends! SOMEDAY! .... I mean, "friends." haha, lol.

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/30562067/?q=pottermon&qh=boost%3Apopular+age_sigma%3A24h+age_scale%3A5

oh yes. a wonderful way to lighten the mood. especially after today.

tried to change the world. didn't work. no big deal. I'm alive after jumping off the top of the Sears Tower, and I forgot the parachute. of course, I hadn't realized I had jumped until I hit the pavement a thousand feet below, but meh.

anyways. Damn Yankees! is coming along nicely, I think. I'm pleased. Stuart's crazy-mad that we "figured in" the pit onto the stage. ("It's not supposed to be that way! it's WRONG!" I think he's just jealous that we can come up with a creative way to figure them in.) I'm hoping he'll come see it, just so we can prove to him that OEHS can be as good as Nequa or Wabounsie. I think he's in denial about it. He's still sure that we couldn't have done Macbeth very well, but... you just had to see it, I guess. did anyone record it? maybe we can tie him to a chair and make him watch it.

um, yeah. necessito hugs. por favor.