I find my place and it falls out from under me.

this semester was one of change. and it's supposed to make me stronger, but it hurts. so bad.

I fall in love, and it's unrequited. I make best friends, and they move away. I find a niche and it caves in around me.

And now all I have are memories and has-beens.

when are things going to fall in place for me? I want to be happy too, don't leave me behind...

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Trying not to lose your own
Boxing up everything you've got
All you ever knew of home
You're scared scared to see
Your mother there in the door
You wonder where did the years go

All we know is distance
We're close and then we run
Kiss away the difference
I know you hate this one
But this is how the story ends
Or have we just begun?
To kiss away the difference
I know you hate this one