I don't want to be here.

I don't want to see you.

I don't want to have you over.

I don't want to celebrate my birthday.

I don't want to be associated with you while I'm here.

I don't want to meet with you - cos I don't want to see how much you've changed.

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Convenience friends. I hate 'em. You're one of 'em.

Take it or leave it.

Stop using profanity. Don't be so crude. Pay more attention to the ones who love(d) you. Quit smoking. Don't whine about your life - cos I really don't care, after all your years of it. Answer my phone calls and texts. Don't make excuses you're not good with long-distance friendships. Don't forget about me. Don't ignore the signs. Don't write me off. Be prompt and punctual.

Be someone we both can be proud of.

And don't assume.

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Is it so horrible that I set my sights so high? That I'm already willing to leave you behind? That I've already started to?

Is that bad of me, to think this way?