neutral.

is "indifference" a synonym, do you think?

because that, I suppose for lack of a better term, is how I'm viewing life and the many variances in it.

...

I can't believe I have another 3 months until I can return to Provo. [At least I have something of a life there. And friends.]

If not for the necessity of the job I have, there's a great possibility I wouldn't have come back at all.

So please, don't question me.

I've made up my mind and you (woo specifics), of all people, can NOT change my mind now.

Not after everything.


Pah.