I really just want this to go somewhere.

I just want to try, at least. Let me see if what I'm feeling might actually be correct, for the first time in my life.

Ask me, ask me, ask me. I'll say yes.

Please?

...

Let me view him through the eyes that I never had.

Let me love him wholly with the heart that does not even belong to me. [it belongs to you]

Let me understand the meaning of this life...