I don't understand.... Mostly, I don't understand him.

I have a faint idea: How could someone like him ever care for or understand someone like me? Or even if he does end up caring, what would keep him around? How would he show it? Would he understand my feelings if I slapped him in the face with it, or would he say he did but truly had no idea?

And what if I left? Would he come back and grovel like so many times before?

I know what you're thinking. Who (or maybe what) is she talking about?

Why it's simple.

It's YOU.


... I'll leave you to decipher all THAT on your own. Because you need to know how much you've hurt me. again.