Turning Point

Today while I was on Facebook, I was looking through people's videos. Just for fun.

And I saw the marching band having fun in the stands.

And I saw Mike and Kylie having fun with a webcam.

And I saw a title that made me listen to the A Capella honors concert.

And I saw your face
And I tried to touch it
And I broke down
And I can't recover.

Not yet.

And I sang a song for the healing of my heart
And hoped you would hear it
And answer
But none came.

Not yet?

I turned off the lights
Glow-in-the-dark stars all over the ceiling
I named one after you
And made a wish

I asked what to do
And you speak
multiple answers
Can't figure it out
Can't trust
Can't feel
anything other than this

Help

Not yet.

Air

Reaching

Missing

Trying

to Hold

Not yet.