Okay. There's this song called "Feel the Silence" by GooGoo Dolls. It's pretty much awesome. But there's this one bit that I want to bring to your attention.

All you remember now
Is what you feel

And I'm doing a lot of that right now. My hands are shaking because I'm thinking about what I feel now, and what I felt then.

In the same song, a couple more lines:

When it's gone what will you say

How do we hold on

So I'm telling you this:

I don't know if I want to take you back yet.

Give me time to cool off, because I'm pretty angry that you did this to me.

I need to decide if I need you back in my life right now.

Because I don't know.


ps - I know you don't hate me. I know it was far from it. I'm just hurt that you wouldn't live up to the words you told me before I left. You promised me. I'm just doubting sincerity.

Give me time.