I'm in a really sensitive mood right now, for some reason, where if I don't want to talk to you or have anything to do with you, I get in a crappy mood. irate. for example, my neighbor. about my brother Matt's age; about 11. nice kid. except today, when he's calling the house every 15 minutes to see if he can play with Matt. "uh, sorry, not home, leave me alone." and then he insists on coming to the door and asking if he's here. what part of "he's not home" did you not understand?! "he's not trying to avoid you, I'll send him over when he gets home." good heavens. and my brothers are a different matter. ugh.

I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm going through withdrawal from school or something. my mood swings are pretty bad, now. I'm usually the most awake and happy and night. I suppose the fact that I can't sleep at night because my dad doesn't believe in air conditioning doesn't help. (I sleep on the top bunk of a bunk bed, heat rises, I can't sleep when I'm uncomfortable!) rawr.

and then being treated like I'm just a "typical 16 year old girl" doesn't make it any better, either.

why does today suck!?