I'm finding it increasingly harder to get out of bed every morning.
More often am I wallowing in despair because of what the future might bring.
It's becoming impossible.
This is my plea, right here, right now: I need help before this escalates to drastic measures. and I do mean that in the literal sense.
I need a breakdown, but the tears will not come.
I lied to you, I lied to myself. there's no way I can pull this off. I'm sorry, will you forgive me?
Oh, oh! I can't do this, I don't want to face it anymore. I... have no will... for life! nothing appeals to me, I can't keep this up!
there's only Monday, half of Tuesday, and half of Wednesday. there's no way I can pull this off! I can't do it! its impossible!
I'm losing hope. I need faith. Someone, please!
please....
"I never needed a friend like I do now..."
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RAch....I....*pauses* Can you come to my house today/tonight and have a sleepover? So we can talk. I mean....i'm sure i'm not the one you want to talk to but. I'm just going to try. I won't be home between probebly 4-5 though. I'm signing more paperwork. BUT PLEASE GIVE ME A CALL RACH AND KEEP HOLDING ON OK? Please....never give up. EVER.
Hush hush.
It's the same feeling everyone has...
it's the end of the year.
You'll be fine.
Just 2 more cumulative days.
Hang in there.
And I'm going to go on iSketch, care to join me?
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