woo!

So I get to go over to Kit's house and FINALLY get my hands on Snow Patrol's A Hundred Million Suns today. And sleep over at her house, anyway, but what's the fun in going to her house if I don't ever get any music out of it? ;D just kidding.

But, yeah.... with good news comes sadness. I fly back to Provo Saturday morning. My flight leaves at 7:10 (yikes that's early); if you want to see me before I leave again, please stop by! I always miss you fine folks more than you can imagine.

Oooh, that reminds me, I have to go out and buy a webcam. 12-buck webcam, here I come! *hunts*



*suddenly wonders if it's Wednesday so she can get a chapter in her email, but then sadly remembers it's only Tuesday*


Oh, and if you can't stop by to see me, go to Zach Clark's board game night thingy on Friday. I'm gonna go there for a couple hours. :D

*grooves out to Keane*

List of Christmas loot (lol):

Specifically mine:

1. Perfect Symmetry [Keane CD]
2. a new CAMERA! (this was the most surprising by far)
3. a new phone, too. It's a snazzy flipping thing!
   
4. a heckuvalot of clothes (it's only when you're old that you get excited about these :P )
5. A digital picture frame! ♥
6. Mistmantle Chronicles [book 2 & 3]
7. new Redwall book (surprise! not really. )
8. iTunes gift card
9. Purebuds
10. Powerball
11. Gift card ($50! wth?)
    
12. Snow Patrol CD! (from Kit - she's awesome!)

Generally (as in, for all us kids):

1. WALL*E
2. Iron Man
3. some marshmallow shooters
4. "Outdoor Challenge" for the Wii
5. Captain Clueless (it's a game, apparently....)
6. Actually, we got a lot of new games. aha.

And I have yet to give MJ, David, Kit, and Anne their presents. But I get to sleepover at Kit's house next Tuesday! ^_^

Oh, and I'm ridiculously grateful I'm not working today. *phew!*

T-Minus: 11 hours and 35 minutes.

FINALLY! =D

Edit: Well, after a four hour delay, I finally got back into O'Hare at 11:15 CST. :)

I want....

...everyone to update. because it's been forever.

and a plethora of other things, too, but that I can actually influence to do something about and change. ^_^

*jumps back onto couch to write more of Zack's superheroes story [cough] I mean study*

Since my parental units have obliged to change my Facebook password, I can actually hope I'll be productive during this finals week. I hope it'll also help me get used to cutting back from the massive intake of internet I usually receive in one week. [Yes, I think I am addicted.]

A necessary evil.



Layout for the week:

Monday - record all of major scales and arpeggios
Tuesday - American Heritage Final
Wednesday - Dictation Final; Book of Mormon Final; Freshman Double Reed-ists party
Thursday/Friday - get a ride up to Sandy to stay with Aunt and Uncle for a bit
Saturday @ 4:30MST - board flight. @ 8:35CST - arrive in O'Hare.
Sunday - partying it up!
Monday (12/22) - Chicago trip with pretty people I like!

And then major relaxation begins. At last!

1 WEEEEEEEK!!!!

And now the phrase, "I'll be home for Christmas" has never had so much meaning in my life. :D

*is giggly with excitement*

"One of the hardest things to do is watch someone you love, love someone else."

Or just watching them go away.

Ahh, the holiday is so bittersweet. It sucks.

I GIVE UP.

For the last time, I've given up.

And I keep saying it, but I mean it.

It's the final straw, and you've blown it. For the last time.

Seriously. I'm done with your $#@&. Grow up. Be the mature, responsible college student you and I both know you ought to be.



You have no frikin' idea how much you MEANT to me. None at all. Because if you did, you would've tried harder. You would've understood. You would've learned.

Is it too late to remind you how we were
And now our last days of silence scream and blur

Those words have never meant more to me than they have now. And it's so ironic - the same words once consoled you. I gave them to you. I practically SUNG them to you.

As much hate as you have probably imagined in this, I won't express it in public. I'll remain decent. I'll continue to kill you ever so easily with kindness. And then we'll just continue to drift apart until I can get away with removing you slowly from things in my life, and not have you notice. Because I'm sure you won't.

Frack. We had something special. Did you realize that? Were you even aware, without me having to remind you?

I told you I'd always love you. You said you knew, and that you were sure that I'd always be around to remind you. But what if I'm not around to remind you anymore?