and so the anticipation begins!

2:45 ish and counting down!

the craziness of wondering if we have everything starts!

My brother decided today (no less than 15 minutes ago) that I can't take the gameboy to Florida with me. tch. we decided when we got them that they "belonged" to no one. I totally called it on Sunday! I love the fact that no one listens to me. This wouldn't be the first time, either... this happened when I told them that Kit's brother said No to letting them borrow the PS2 over break, but they didn't listen to me and they kept talking about it. I asked them why they were still talking about it if they weren't going to have it, and they went on a rampage! then my parents blame it on me like it's my fault! Hey, it's not my fault no one listens to me!

but anyways. hope everyone has a good break (for those of you not going to Florida with the rest of us). make smart choices, don't get hurt, be safe, etc. Ask your parents for the whole craziness if you want it. :D

raaah. I'm going to go fight with my brother. ha!

happyness!

I rock at life sometimes.

• I got 102 in isketch today
• Leave for Florida tomorrow and I'm so ready
• natural tendencies for bassoon going FLAT (that's how much a nerd I am!)

:)

hope everyone else is doing well, too.

random ramblings

I just figured something out about my dreams, I'm so pleased with myself. :) has to do with an animus. figure it out, if you dare!

end of the term's next week...

and then florida a few days later!

I shall be able to share the BoM with Zack on the bus ride there. woot! go missionary moments. and tender mercies. I like those. :)

uh... yeah.

I should go take my weight to see how much I will loose for cause of the musical. :) tummy's shrinking ever so slightly... hehehe.

hopefully going on another date sometime soon... I need a double. any takers? :D it'll probably be a while, maybe april? when I'm halfway alive? lol. anyone know how long movies usually stay in theatres?

meh! it'll be fun. I'm thinking... TMNT? eh? eh? anyone?

aw, come on!

meh.

I don't know what this one's called, but its by snow patrol.

Tell me something that I know
Just something that I understand
I need to taste the warming glow
Of your medicates and hands
I know I’m ready for your love
I just don’t understand it
There is a silent patch of trust
That I never could admit
That I never could...

So now I’m telling you the reason I’m all messed up
Just have to look me in the eyes and I fall apart
Please let me hold you till I know we are both through this
I couldn’t live another day without you here in my arms

You look so fragile I could break
But I try to hold myself
Together for the both of us
But in truth I’m just as scared
I just wanna let you sleep
As you lie here beside me
So close your eyes, I’ll guard the door
And when you wake you’ll wake with me
And when you wake you’ll...

So now I’m telling you the reason I’m all messed up
Just have to look me in the eyes and I fall apart
Please let me hold you till I know we are both through this
I couldn’t meet another day without you here in my arms

So now I’m telling you the reason I’m all messed up
Just have to look me in the eyes and I fall apart
Please let me hold you till I know we are both through this
I couldn’t lead another day without you here in…

So now I’m telling you the reason I’m all messed up
Just have to look me in the eyes and I fall apart
Please let me hold you till I know we are both through this
I couldn’t lead another day without you here in my arms

In my arms, in my arms, in my arms…

one more. This one's called "I'd wait for life" by Take That.

There's a place we used to be
There's a face that I used to see
There's a picture with you by my side
There's a moment that I want to find.

I don't know where to start
Or how to begin
But I know I love you still.

If you ever turn away
If you ever change your mind
If the road ahead becomes too hard to climb
If there's something in your heart that tells you to stop
Oh to hold you close tonight
I'd wait for life.

There's a voice shouting inside my head
There's a space on your side of the bed
There's a hope everytime there's a sound
There's a silence that's playing too loud

I don't know where you are
Or how you may be
But I know I love you still.

If I close my eyes
I'll dream a little deeper baby'
Cause you are always on my mind
Yeah you are always on my mind
For life.
I wait for life

... so yeah.

dissed from around the world!

http://img174.imageshack.us/img174/2295/me018dh3.jpg (Luca)
http://img233.imageshack.us/img233/6598/me07wt6.jpg (Luca)

http://i12.tinypic.com/2cr0r2d.jpg (Luca)
http://www.kakafans.net/gallery/albums/userpics/10004/normal_BZDM032m.jpg (Larios)

http://www.kakafans.net/gallery/albums/userpics/10004/normal_BZDM048M.jpg (Larios)

and that's what you get from flirting on isketch. :D ahaha! random people from italy. craziness.

awww! its SO CUUUTE. <3 but yeah. nothing much going on, just thought I'd share it with you. just because.

yeah... Mike, we have no sense in timing, whatsoever. it sucks.

waiting for monday and a stressful week,

~mE

ramblings!

made the play. I'm a fan! no big part. just lots of singing. mike gets to dance with lola in his own song. :D way to go, big bro.

I love being a poet. :)

to quote a comment I put on anne's blog, just because I sounded mature (gasp!):

I know I want to perform in music for the rest of my life. why? because after our concert, after being in the best band in the school, after a solo, after watching everyone applaud and shout for my band, my friend's band, our band... I knew I wanted to do that forever. I wanted to feel that for the rest of my life as much as I could. so I vowed to myself, no matter what else I even do, I will play. and so I will.

so do what you love, and don't regret it.

I know I won't. I just love being what I am, and doing what I do. no matter how stressful it gets. love will always be around. no matter what. someone will always love ya. and I'm so grateful. (and if it doesn't seem like it, you haven't been saying your prayers! lol.)

oh, I'm going to be dragging you lot to johnny rocket's periodically over the summer (on 95 and 59 in front of showplace). its so cool! the waiters dance, it looks old fasioned (which is the best kind for anything; VINTAGE!), theres a jukebox at every table, and its 50S MUSIC! that was the best kind of music, let me tell you!

tcha, otherwise, I'm full and needing to get powerpoint. anyone have it so I can come over and work on my project at your house? anyone? please?

tah! boogers. the whole lot of ye!

S&E went well. nothing of importance. :)

a suggestion

word to the wise from now on: don't sympathize with me unless you agree with whatever it is that's wrong. and I mean fully agree. otherwise, don't fake it. I'll get even more mad.

and I'm not talking about the play. yet. I'm sure I will be later, after I find out if I got a part.

if.

ragh, don't even talk to me. I'll vent later about how I didn't make it and I'll go emo on how I'm going to be secluded for another three months. no. I'm mad enough right now.

I have to wait another 6 hours! my nerves are fraying right before my eyes! I hate this.

//::eDiT::\\
begin mental countdown! T-minus 30 minutes...